Showing posts with label emotion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotion. Show all posts

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Clinical Pharmacy Exam:)

Tomorrow!! I will be having my 1st paper of LAST semester of my entire UNI life..

Excited? cos no need to be stuck in the room revising the endless notes and eating unhealthy food..No longer have to panic over practical or oral exam that have killed numerous brain cells..Working means more $$$..

Sad? cos this will mean Wonder 5 has to separate for dunno-how-long..working life as people said is even harder than student life..You dont have the luxury of skipping classes and having THREE months of summer break relaxing at home!!

However, everyone has to go thru this phase..I am quite ready to enter this new phase of life~~ Working!!
The thought of being able to reduce my dad's burden and ability to pamper them with my money somehow gave me more strength to enter this new phase..

So Bring it on!! hehe..

p/s In two weeks time i am going to have my longest vacation so far and i am sooo looking forward to it!!

13 days of Sydney + New Zealand Trip!! Yeahhhh!!

Friday, October 22, 2010

I'm sorry:(

I'm sorry for being so emotional to you lately.

I wanted to tell you the troubles in my heart but my instinct told me not to..

I wanted to say Big Thank You for everything you done for me but my ego stopped me so:(

I hope you know that i appreciate you and i absolutely feel sooo blessed to be ur priority.

Gimme some more time and i will be fine!

And that will be my turn to bless you back and be your guardian angel!

I'm really sorry for all the childish stuffs i did!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

The Goodness of EMO!!!


It had been a long time since i spent the entire day in my little room, watching the blue sky blankly, listening to emo songs, doing nothing except day dreaming...

At this moment, i feel peaceful and enjoy this special luxury of mine:)

Unlike the pic, i didn't feel lonely and not crying...

I have such tendency to indulge in my own world too...i cant remember when was my last time to relax in my own room without having to rush my assignments and homeworks..

Yes, i do worry about the result which on next wed..instead my hsemates know that i have bad dreams on that recently..
But at this moment, i chose to escape from these worries..
I just wanna dwell in this simple peace that given by my Almighty King...

I feel good to stay in this "Emoness" I will wake up from this emoness when it's time..Like the song said: Wake me up when September Ends~~~


Sunday, January 17, 2010

Looking forward!!!

Yeah!! Three things to look forward in this coming week!!

1st: Tomolo alicia will be coming down to visit me!! woohoo..and my parents finally let me to drive around on my own after one month of intensive practice..

2nd: My big bro is coming back!! Yeah! whole family is in "Hippy" mood now.

And i shall keep my 3rd thing as secret!!

Current mood: Hyper-active!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Go away Virus!!!

Go away Virus!! i can feel that i will fall sick very soon!! as my whole body is aching now with abit of nasal congestion and dry throat...argh...Pls dont attack me virus!! I still got two more papers and holidays to enjoy!!!

I need a good massage le..hehe. hint hint to the Wonder Five when i go over to ur place tonight..hehe..

FOUR more days!!! And it will be over!! I cant wait lah!! Gold Coast!! Shanghai!! Here i come!! Beware!! hehe..

I definitely need alot of retreats!! And catch up with frens!! Babies xan, jean, line, alicia...wait for me ya!! hehe..

Friday, October 30, 2009

Five more papers to go for the Wonder Five!!

I dunno why after the practical paper on tues, i feel more slacking than before.. Oh No!! YY!! U must be kidding!! There are still 5 more papers to go!! And all these papers are equally important to the practical exam too..

Argh..pls wake me up from the laziness!!

Spring is definitely here and something will surely blossom if i nurture it and hydrate it.. But the inner me dont wan me to do so.. what is holding me back?? why is the funny logical sense and feeling keep on stopping me from hydrating it??

But speaking of that, i dunno whether the plant prefer some changes or not? or is it that i m too sensitive that i thought it wan to be hydrated but actually not?? Do i make myself a trap?? but cannot be..as the plant grew so beautifully when i m watering it and the feeling is jsut different.. but maybe like they said, i shud set the plant aside first and let it grow by itself..

But Lord, am i doing the right thing? Will it grow into a big and strong tree? Then how about other flower? keep on waiting for the plant to grow?? I dunno...

Please help em LORD!! Noone knows me better than YOU alone!!