A letter to you, Voon:)

Dear ah moi,

Without notice, we had been friends for 23 years:) You and me seem to share a very special bonding since small..There is not a single day that we dont see each other since born until we left AMC.

God had put both of us to meet and be good friends/cousin for so many years.

We learnt playing badminton, swimming with the scary tutor, drawing in ur neighbour house..

We watched movie together every saturday night when our parents were having gathering outside.

We played barbie doll, masak masak and visited grandparents every sunday.

We went to 'Hong Jie', CALAU, Ms Chew, Mr Liew, Umi's tuition and etc. Everytime i go to a new tuition, i dont have to be scared cos i know you are there for me and will sit beside me always:)

Both of us sked to go toilet alone and so we go tgt (shared the same toilet room)..haha..Even the teacher called us as twins.

We had lunch tgt in assam house, McD or school canteen before we went for tuition.

We joined KRS, learnt how to tie ropes, went to lotsa gatherings, presenting drama and dances in front of them..

Haha..we even talked about some cute guys in tuition. Rmb there is one cute guy in our chinese tuition..We were so silly right?

There are tonnes of our fond memories in my mind now:) Oh ya, do u remember the time when we went to Redang?? We couldn't find toilets and ended up "curi-curi" in the bushes..haha..

Also, last yr, we bought a same ring tgt which resembled our friendship. I am still keeping it:)

And the korean masks that u bought for me..I will cherish them too:)

Moi, i know you are having joy and peace up there:) our God must be taking good care of you there. Your leaving is something we all dont want to see, but i believe that it's the best plan God have for you.

As i was walking alone just now, God reminded me this: Be still, and know that i am God (Psalm 46:10)

Goodbye Ah Moi. Love and miss you always:)

My greatest regret:(

You're gone now:(

I can't hear ur sweet voice anymore..

I can't laugh at ur jokes anymore..

I can't see and touch ur beautiful face anymore..

You promised to go shopping with me when i m back..

You promised to do manicure with me during cny..

I still want to treat u good meal when i get my first pay..

Why? Why? Why?

You are the longest fren i ever knew..

We meet each other everyday since small..Remember the time you told me that i am the person u met the most and we meet each other more than our parents..

Rmb that time when you told me that you feel uncomfortable and lonely when i fell sick and couldn't attend tuition?

Rmb that time we shed tears when we have to study in different school..

Rmb that time when we pressed ppl's doorbell and ran as fast as we can?

Rmb that time when we learn badminton, swimming, dancing together?

Rmb that time when we camp together in the ugly hut and walk through the forest full of leeches? We were told by the commander that we are Charlie Angels cos we are the fittest among all..

I want you to be back!!! i seriously miss you so much...

It is my greatest regret that i couldn't hear ur voice, see ur last glance..In fact i am the last person in family to know that ur cancer had spread this far!!

I dont blame my family for not telling me this cos i know they dont wan to be this sad now..

But you know what, I want to knwo earlier!! It is sooooooo hard for me to accept this!

If only i know u started to be worse on wednesday, I will fly back!! I will be by ur side even though i can't do anything..But i can be there for u!!

I am sorrryyyy for not being there when u suffer the most! Forgive me! I am such a lousy fren!!

Cant wait for Grady!!

Praise the Lord for your blessings to me!!

I am truly thankful for you have brought me this far:) 4 years of pharmacy seems short but definitely not an easy path.

Went through many trials and experienced ups and downs. But now i am happy to declare that it is OVER now!! No more uni and new phase of working life is waiting ahead for me!!!

This FREE feeling is absolutely amazing! Me, joyce and phyllis had been saying: "We are graduating" for many times during lunch time because we are really excited about it!!

Thank You God for letting me to be in Wonder 5 group as they are made my uni life so much more interesting! They made me to understand that i am not alone in this journey! They are the one that can understand my fear or worries towards exam..

Thank You God for providing me a place to stay in launnie and most importantly i am not staying by myself but with shin yee and zee hame!!

Thank You God for providing me a working place with good and passionate manager!!

Thank You God for i have a brother who is willing to buy new car so that i can have his old car!!

Thank You dad and mum for supporting me to visit NZ with my frens as they understand that i need a great break!

Thank You for everyone who have been keeping me in prayer for many nightzzzz...

I am a happy person now!!! Amen

Paperworks!!!

Phew!! Never knew that so many paperworks have to be done in order to stay in Aus and WORK!!

Even worse is that all these paperworks need $$$. Lotsa money to pay even before u get ur first pay slip!!

IELTS booking? checked

National police check? almost done

Pharm registration? In the process

Contract to be signed and sent back? Almost there

Graduate VISA application? Not yet

Malaysia police check? Done!!

Birth certificate translation? Not yet

First aid course registration? Complicating and hopefully done by this week.

I want a personal secretary!!

I know you will be fine:)

Dearest cousin:)

I know you are suffering right now. You may be disappointed, scared, miserable, depressed and even wondering why is this happening to you. Noone can understand the fear and misery that you are going through right now.

But He does:) Our Almighty can understand your pain and even shed tears for what you are going thru right now.

You may not know Him but He knows you and wanting to know you more.

Although i can't be there supporting you physically but i will pray for you:) I believe the power of prayer and hope you do too. Dont give up as you will be fine soon!

Greater things are awaiting us in front so please hang in there and fight this battle bravely!

I cant wait to go home in Jan and go shopping, makan, sing k with you as we have promised each other.

I want to see the bright smile on you pretty face again:)

Clinical Pharmacy Exam:)

Tomorrow!! I will be having my 1st paper of LAST semester of my entire UNI life..

Excited? cos no need to be stuck in the room revising the endless notes and eating unhealthy food..No longer have to panic over practical or oral exam that have killed numerous brain cells..Working means more $$$..

Sad? cos this will mean Wonder 5 has to separate for dunno-how-long..working life as people said is even harder than student life..You dont have the luxury of skipping classes and having THREE months of summer break relaxing at home!!

However, everyone has to go thru this phase..I am quite ready to enter this new phase of life~~ Working!!

The thought of being able to reduce my dad's burden and ability to pamper them with my money somehow gave me more strength to enter this new phase..

So Bring it on!! hehe..

p/s In two weeks time i am going to have my longest vacation so far and i am sooo looking forward to it!!

13 days of Sydney + New Zealand Trip!! Yeahhhh!!

Bruno:)

Just the way you are?

OR

Cry on my shoulder?

OR

Two words, I Do?

OR

Brown Eyes?

I'm sorry:(

I'm sorry for being so emotional to you lately.

I wanted to tell you the troubles in my heart but my instinct told me not to..

I wanted to say Big Thank You for everything you done for me but my ego stopped me so:(

I hope you know that i appreciate you and i absolutely feel sooo blessed to be ur priority.

Gimme some more time and i will be fine!

And that will be my turn to bless you back and be your guardian angel!

I'm really sorry for all the childish stuffs i did!

Wedding Solemnization:)

Tada!! Mr & Mrs Wong's wedding was sooo beautiful!!

Every details went on so well and most importantly everyone enjoyed to the max without feeling tired especially the bride and groom!!

Once again, our beautiful God has showed us His mercy and His everlasting promises.

Alice looks so elegant with her beautiful white dress, hairstyle, make up and etc. She is the most natural and elegant bride i have ever seen this far!! All the bridesmaids's look so gorgeous too and the makeup & hair were all done by one girl: Dyan! Soo talented!

The food was simply delicious and well planned at a reasonable budget. Not forgetting the garden deco with classical feel by Jo!

Who needs a wedding planner when all the friends around are doing a good job? -Quoted from Jason Wong.

Now they are heading to sunshine coast for their Honeymoon!! Woohoo..

The shocking Laksa Shot!!
The joyful smile of a bride is priceless..
The single ladies posing before catching the flower ball:p
The beautiful long dress
Family portrait. Love this pic vy much:) Their eyes sparkle!

Sit Down and Study k??

I really need to sit down and study like what i did for my past 3 years of pharmacy exam!

Even though there are only 2 exams compared to the overload 5 papers in last semester, there are lotsa HMR practices and pass year papers waiting for me to deal with!

Melbourne placement >Interview in Launceston & Hobart > Meetings>Hens Party> Desmond and Rebecca wedding registration>Uni week> Assignment> Jade Birthday> Evonne's > Desmond's Bday> Jason & Alice wedding> Exams.....

Wow! I am so satisfied with all these achievements..haha..

So now, it's really time for me to munch on pass yr papers and get ready for Graduation!!!

One more Month!!

I have mentioned this many times but i must say again that Times really fly!!

I felt like CNY , easter camp, June exam, placements just happened recently..

And now, another month to be done with all uni exams!

Another month plus to travel with Wonder Four to New Zealand (Yaya, ur presence will make us more complete but i understood ur prob:) )

Two more months to start working as Intern.

Two more months to graduate together with Wonder Five!!

I am excited and eager for this moment but yet it will mean separation of Wonder 5 too! Jiena will go back to canada while i may end up in Launnie..

Oh well, this is life! Noone can stay with you forever except Him which made our God so special!!

So Wonder 5, lets have more outings together..I am sorry for not joining Tulip festival and Sydney trip due to 'you-know-it reasons'..

Picnic!!

He can turn bad into Goodness!!

Yesterday i got bad news from parents that my lil bro's SPM exam will be postponed. The last day of SPM was supposedly to be on 13th may now change to 20th dec!

This means that my lil bro may not able to attend my Grady and even the NZ trip afterwards.

There are two solutions for this:

Either my lil bro stay at home and come later to join us

OR my parents stay at home and accompany him

When i first heard, i was sooooo disappointed as i had been dreaming to celebrate this achievement with my family for soooo long..You may think that it is just a ceremony but to me it means lots more than merely ceremony.

It is a celebration which whole family comes together and testify this achievement.

It is a time which my family can get to meet my friends and experience how our lives here.

It is the shared happiness that i treasured so much.

But i know He cares! Although i dont understand His reason for this plan, but i knew He can turn bad things into Goodness!

Thank You for the peace u imparted in my heart.

I shouldn't focus on the "bad thing" so much that i lose my focus on You.

Thanks for bringing me back to fix my eyes on You!

Psalm 52:8-9

But i am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God's unfailing love for ever and ever.

I will praise you forever for what you have done; in your name I will hope, for your name is good. I will praise you in the presence of your saints.

Titanic Exhibition!!!

I have always wanted to know more about titanic after since watching the movie. I am very curious on the inner look of real Titanic. Its mystery somehow captured my heart since then.

So how can i miss this titanic exhibition which happened to be in melbourne when i am there?

This exhibition had been in LA, Paris, London; Chicago and this is the 1st time being held in Melbourne!!

As we enter, we were given a replica boarding pass of an actual passenger. In the end you can go to memorial wall and find out whether they survive or died in the tragedy. Their details were given on the pass and it was pretty interesting to go through their life stories.

The highlight of this was the recreation of the Ship's Grand Staircase. They even created a "iceberg" for us to press our palms to experience the same temperature the sufferers went through last time.

Overall, it was very cool and i didnt regret spending 18 bucks for entry to exhibition and melbourne museum too

Trying to be good mum~~~

Haha..i just baked lime cheesecake yesterday for my housemates in melbourne and now baking sweet potato pie for my pharmacy colleagues..

I feel so much like an aunty now which surprisingly not as bad as i thought! muahaha..

This 3 weeks placement in Melb has been so awesome!! I experienced so many stuffs which changed my perspective to life.. I cant wait to blog more on it when i m more free next week.

I will be back next tues!! Woohoo! Back to the quiet yet warm Hobart!

Haiz..gimme a break:(

Today is my forth day in the BIG city, melbourne. Everything is good here and i am enjoying every bits of the "aliveness"

Housemates are good..Food are yummylicious..Pharmacy staffs are friendly...Shopping seems good even though i havent get lots of chances to do it..

I was enjoying my stay until yesterday night.

Why all the interviews are arranged after i come here?? I was waiting for them for so long in hbt that time.

I got three interview offers and i had to turn some of them down just because i am nt in hbt at the moment..so unfair!!

Why can't be earlier when i was still in hbt?

Why cant be postponed later when i come back to hbt?

Why all these good stuffs happened at the wrong timing..

I m really worried that i will be jobless

God, please help me!!

Melb Placement here i come!!!

Woo~~~

Few more days and i can smell the city fresh air!!

Melbourne, the place to be if you want good food/ shopping/ entertainment..

But, lots of things are troubling me recently especially the working career; visa extension and etc..

I pray that everything can settle down asap and i can be a carefree girl with a job secured in my hand!

So please give me a job so that i can focus on my melb placement and enjoy every bits of the lively city!p

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday!!

Hope you have a wonderful celebration there!

Enjoy this special day and may God bless you abundantly in everything you do!!

By the way, Thanks wonder 5 and all the pharmacy staffs for making the ball such a nice and unique one in my life!

It was one of the most remarkable ball i had!

Hugzz

Countdown!!

OOo...

7 hrs more to our ONCE in a lifetime Graduation Ball!!!

I can't help but to be very excited!!

Cant wait for our preparation later.

Cant wait to see all the classmates dressing up in their "bestest" look. And our lecturers of cos:p

Cant wait to see how good the food will be which costs us 95 bucks!

Cant wait to see how grand the cruise and all the decos will be.

Cant wait to see how drunk my classmates will be with the unlimited alcohol flow.

I just cant wait! Bring it on!

Thanks Jo for being such a blessing to me!

If anyone asked me what did i miss the most of burnie, it will definitely be the people! especially Joanne, the wonderful gal with the most beautiful heart i have seen:)

Awww..i miss the fun time with you so much!

From sharing our love stories; jogging to beach, cooking dinner, giggling at the funny people we met, camwhoring, attending parties, watching movies, cleaning the hse to pampering ourselves with avocado masks, all these are only fun only if you are doing it with someone u treasure!

Dear Lord, i pray that You can bless my good friend here abundantly in all areas. I pray that she will continue to seek You in any circumstances and prosper in You as she is right now. Pray that she will be surrounded by love and encouragement often when she is alone in Burnie.

Thanks for everything , Jo!

I truly appreciate for all your kind thoughts and will cherish our memories forever!

Hope to catch you soon!

A quick update:)

Haha..it had been ages since i last updated my blog..

Cos i got so tiring after the long hours working + cooking with jo + assignments + some entertaining dramas of cos..

Anyway just a few updates if u guys are wondering how am i doing in this little town, burnie..haha

Truthfully, i think burnie not that bad as i thought le..i got to meet so many frens from diverse backgrounds..

I got a chance to connect with "ang moh" and knew that they sometimes think like us too..haha (this is a compliment:p)

Most importantly, i got to spend so much time with my good fren,Jo chew, the beautiful lady who has such a great heart for ppl around her..Thanks for taking so good care of me really!

Thanks to other frens (Jo's hsemates, WM, emily, pharmacy staffs etc) that bless me so much with food and knowledge!

Thanks to Helen for offering me a place to stay! i cant imagine me staying alone in the eerie backpackers!

Thanks for the awesome parties which made me eating so much(& putting kilos on:p)!

However, i still very much miss the family n frens in hobart! I miss hugging my bros, locking rbc inside toilet, going to zumba with ny wonder FIVE!

And the most importantly thanks God for planning all these for me even though i blamed, doubt Him on why putting in this place initially..But His faithfulness showed me how great His plan is again! Amen! Thanks for not giving up on this blurr gal!

Intensive ambulance placement~~~

Woohoo!! I reached burnie safely and immediately indulged with lotsa yummy food!!

Thanks to the good chefs like joanne, emily and wai ming!!
Cha siew, thai style pork mince, homemade tiramisu made me feel so welcomed in this little town already!!

Anyway, back to my main topic.i wan to write ambulance experience down before forgetting it..
Overall, it is super awesome despite all the nasty scenes and 'dodgy' people..

Since i was small, i had always been wondering how does the ambulance inside look like? Full of gas masks? Patient lying on bed with lotsa blood? Haha..so childish right? Blame the exaggerated effect by the media!

Day 1:
Within 5 min after reaching office, we got a few calls already and mostly are chest pain complaints. Everything went well and i got to perform few simple tests like blood sugar, blood pressure and etc.
But, not until afternoon when we had a middle aged man vomit blood for one night already..When i first stepped into the hse, oh my gosh, it really stink!!! The blood had turned to brownish color and splattered over the floor and his bed..His mouth still covered with brownish blood..Trust me, it is really super duper horrible!!
I felt pitiful for him initially but not when knowing all these are due to the fact of drinking 4 boxes od red wines..

Stupid is the only word i could think of at that moment! Everyone has their "down" periods but you dont have to damage ur innocent body which was given by our Father to that extent..

Day 2:
a few chest pain cases, and one lady with anxiety disorder suffered panic attacks during her work in dental centre. Pretty interesting to see how the paramedics console and calm her down..

Day 3:
Got a call in evening which an old man had dislocated hip joint when uncrossing his legs while sitting. It took us 45 min to reach the place called Tinker Box, such a cute name! First time i saw a man in such a great pain and yet done so well in tolerating it..Me, paramedics and family members took one hour to safely transfer him to the ambulance bed with minimal injuries and pains. Paramedics gave him medroxyfluorane and morphine to start with for pain relief..
Teamwork is definitely there when we are transfering him. Really salute my collegues for their professionalism, passion, intelligence and committment!
Unfortunately, he still suffered excruciating pain on the way to RHH and so morphine 50mg( quite high)was given. Unfortunately, when we reached myer furniture, he vomitted due to the nausea effect by morphine and paramedic said that i can open door if i couldn't tahan. surprisingly i dont feel smelly cos at that moment i felt pitiful for the old man as he had done so great in tolerating the pain!
Even though i went home quite late at 8ish, i felt happy and satisfied and i guess tis is the strength paramedics found which keep them continuing in this area.

Day 4:
A 30ish man with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression called up ambulance complaining that he wanted to committ suicide by jumping to the cars in city. He even tried shotting himself by putting gun in his mouth..
And after hearing this, i kept my distance with him and felt so coward on that..The paramedics were so brave to approach him and asked him all sort of questions. But me, being the timid one, standing away from him and thinking whether he will harm us..haiz..lousy me:(

Generally, ambulance experience had been really amazing and challenging..I never regretted for choosing this even though we have to work till late night, no lunch break(arnotts biscuits in hosp saved our stomach!), early wake up, nasty scenes and etc.

The paramedics really earn my respect fro their professionalism.
Thanks to my collegues for giving me chance to fulfill my childhood dream. I enjoyed every bits of it!

Drug representative Placement~~~

What else can be better than a night swim with hot spa after long day of working?

Really Thank God for answering lots of my prayers:)

I am seriously enjoying the placement alot due to below reasons:

• chances of meeting GPs, specialists, nurses, pharmacists whom i will tend to see often in future
• wonderful stay in country club villa with spa, swimming pool and etc.
• generous and friendly supervisor who taught me so many stuffs
• meal expenses covered by supervisor( He shared the same food liking with me and so our lunch mostly are sushi rolls...YUM)
• Getting to know most updated drugs in market eg. Fosamax Plus D-Cal; Januvia; Arava and etc.
• Learnt that all professions are to be highly respected for the effort and time they put into it. (Drug rep is not an easy job as we see it and shouldn't be seen merely a salesman promoting their products. They did many researches too and earned it in a hard way. They have to wait for GPs until they are free to meet drug rep and often being challenged with some tough and critical questions. )
• Get to visit many places eg. kingston, huon ville, cygnet, launceston and etc.

Today i got to visit cygnet, a beautiful town near huon ville. Met up with an old GP who looks so much like the old man in Christmas Carol ! His way of thinking and knowledge amazed me very much! He may be old but he never stop studying and learning..Look at the no. of books in his room and you will know y i said so.

He is a chatty GP too and recommended us a few award-winning restaurants in cygnet. At first glance, i thought that cygnet is another town with "weird" ppl but once again, dont judge the book by its cover..One of the cafe has won award of "the best country cafe in Tasmania" and another fine dining restaurant was named as "the best dining place in Aus"

Wow!!! I will definitely go back to this peaceful town and visit the GP again!

Joys in animal hospital!

I thought i will sleep in today but my body alarm clock just won't let me to do so...placement in animal hosp last few days made me so used to this daily routine.

Yes, vet placement had officially ended yesterday with a simple presentation to hosp staffs.

I must say that tis hosp is really like a big family and all the staffs are so well bonded to each other..I was so spoil by them with the yummiest morning tea ever..White mud cake; raspberry slices, apple crumble, chocolates, lollies, baked raspberry cheesecake and etc..Not good to my waistline though:( hehe..

Thanks God that i gained so much experiences throughout these 4 days..I got to witness so many surgeries eg.de-sex, dental, lump removal, spey, microchip insertion, giving birth, ear flush, wound suture and etc.. Also got to learn many new drugs eg. Pentosan Polysulfate for arthritis and sometimes interstitial urethritis, inhalation anesthetics such as isofluorane, Ernofloxacin the common quinolone antibiotics for dogs but can not be used in human due to hallucination effects.

Most importantly i learnt that you have to be really passionate and be prepared for the cost and time before keeping a pet. You have to be prepared with the fact that dogs or cats dont live too long, max 15 years.. It really upsets me when i see the owner sobbing over their severely-ill pets..

Of cos there are still lotsa joys in the hosp when new babies are born or when the puppies recovered and ran around in hosp..

A quick snap of the little puppy.. Good job doggie mummy! You done well..

Aww...How sweet is this..(the puppy will only open the eyes after 3 weeks)

1st Day of Animal Hospital Placement~~~

Woo!! 1st day of vet placement is tiring yet so satisfying..

It was really an amazing and eye-opening's experience as i got to witness 2 de-sex surgeries of puppies; dental procedures; consultation with owners by the vet; inject medicines to a little puppy; hugging the animals when they were injected and etc.

The staffs were all very friendly to me esp the vet who taught me so much today! She even asked me some pharmacy questions and i was so glad that she said it was so useful to have pharmacy student around! She is sooo humble and i love her alot:)

Never knew that animal drugs are quite similar to humans' one except the dose are mostly based on weight. But of cos there were still some drugs which more common in animals eg. S-adenosylmethionine for arthritis or liver disease.

Btw, it is really expensive to keep a dog here as all the de-sex, vaccination, blood tests and medications can easily cost you few hundred to thousand dollars. I saw a few scripts today which were charged $800 and above..now u can imagine how much the vet was paid ya..hehe

Also, it really needs lotsa effort and patience to keep them..esp in australia due to the strict regulations which i think is really good in protecting the animals..

One dog's owner came today and was crying as her little puppy hasn't been eating for 4 days and vomited for 3 continuous days and even worse, the puppy's abdominal was swelling..Plus she was worried over the surgery fees too..X Ray was done and puppy was admitted..Hopefully she will recover really soon and it will not cost a bomb to the owner.

A great day packed with lotsa knowledges and i definitely look forward to more new stuffs tomorrow!!

The Goodness of EMO!!!

It had been a long time since i spent the entire day in my little room, watching the blue sky blankly, listening to emo songs, doing nothing except day dreaming...

At this moment, i feel peaceful and enjoy this special luxury of mine:)

Unlike the pic, i didn't feel lonely and not crying...

I have such tendency to indulge in my own world too...i cant remember when was my last time to relax in my own room without having to rush my assignments and homeworks..

Yes, i do worry about the result which on next wed..instead my hsemates know that i have bad dreams on that recently..

But at this moment, i chose to escape from these worries..

I just wanna dwell in this simple peace that given by my Almighty King...

I feel good to stay in this "Emoness" I will wake up from this emoness when it's time..Like the song said: Wake me up when September Ends~~~

The never sleeps city~ Sydney!!

Ooo...Back from the lively sydney yesterday!!

The whole city is so alive and happening with:

FIFA Festival with stage on water! (There are only four festivals in whole world and i m lucky to visit one!)

Makoto sushi restaurant. The soft shell crab wrapping with omelette and seaweed is indescribable!

Shopping in DFO, chatswood complex, city and etc......Am i back to KL?

The weather which allows gals to wear dress!!

Nice hangout places in Darling Harbour and The Rock Market where u can just chill out with frens till wee hours

Hurricane's tender and juicy pork ribs!! Why shud we spend money on the burnt chicken in nandos again?

The so familiar Pasar Malam with all the familiar pirated stuffs..

Lotsa bubble teas and we had bubble teas everyday there:)

Awww..the list will never end... It is good to be indulged in city life sometimes...as you will feel more motivated, hyper, energetic, recharged.. Not that Hbt life is not good (in fact this place gave me lots of good memories) but it is just too quiet:p

Mushroom:p

Happy Father's Day to my superhero daddy!

I cant express how grateful i am to have you as the pillar of the house, counselor of my life, comforter when i am stressed, my "love Guru", my food supplier and etc..

You always buy us stuffs but refuses to buy one for urself.

You always know what we needs but we always insensitive to your need.

You always take good care of us when we fall sick but you hide it when u r sick.

You always worry that u didnt provide enough for us but we still not satisfied.

You always solve our problems but we are helpless when comes to ur prob.

You always have a smile when we leave msia but ur heart was actually stabbed with pain.

O Lord! I pray to u with my sincerest heart that You will protect my daddy from any harms, You will lead him to the greatest gift of all- SALVATION!

I long to see him and my family to come to You, bow to You and humbly address You as their King above all!!

After skyping with dad ytd, my bro said that i look like a star with my new blunt fringe. I was overjoyed initially but wait...my this lil bro is famous for his cheekiness, there must be something behind this compliment..

And yes, i really know my bro best!

Bro: eh, the gal in pic is the hair cut u want...the guy in pic is what u look like..

I: ..................

Bro: u know what? a little mushroom grew in mum's plants

I: then?

Bro: we named the mushroom Yin Yin..and i dont let mum to kill the mushroom.cos it reminds me of you.

I: .................

Where should i go?

Recently Tasmania Hospitals' applications for intern pharmacists are opened and i had been cracking my head to write Resume, Cover Letters, thousand words essay for selection criteria and etc..

To be able to graduate is a super hard task!

and now to write a good remarkable essay is even harder!

I had been slacking alot this week with dinners and movies.. and so decided to sit down in my room on a nice saturday night to get started with all these..

And this brought me lots of questions:

Will i want to work in Tasmania if i ever get this job?

Do i work as community pharmacist because of the high pay and parent's expectations?

Or do i work as clinical pharmacist which i have interests in?

How about singapore application? Melbourne? Perth? Hobart?

To stay or to leave?

Too many questions..But only one answer which is Jesus!

He has my answers and so i pray to u eagerly, praying that u will show me a clearer indication for where i shud be heading to.. Reveal to me and i pray that i will be obedient in whichever places u planned for me.

Most importantly, i pray that i wil pass this semester smoothly before i can even think of where shud i go..

and yeah! Thank God for putting me in my ocf as my resume looks so much better and nicer with the activities i organsied in ocf..hehe..

Easy steps to win a new Prada wallet!!

My friend forwarded this link to me..Even though i m not a prada's fans, but i quite like this online magazine..

Just three easy steps and it takes u only less than one minute. why not?

Just click on the title and it will link you to the contest:)

A New Hair Cut to start the holiday!!!

Woo...Just came back from idoo hair salon with cheryl..

Had a great girlie time with her and a good hair cut too!! At least we both are satisfied with our new hair styles..hehe..

She permed her fringe while i cut a blunt fringe with some layerings done..hehe..

I looked like a mushroom head now~~~

I like her permed fringe alot..Never knew that fringe can be permed too and it comes out really nice..hehe..

Yeah!!Happy relaxing day and more catchups to be done with her tomorrow during lunch! yeah!!

ARGH!!

Why i didn't learn from last year PSP exam that Luke likes to change pass year questions and bomb you with lots of reality questions??

ARGH!! Today's paper was really bad..haiz..I was confident in morning but now totally flattened up!!

I should have guessed so since last year he changed most of our questions?

Why i still repeat this mistake?

What is the relationship between ethical obligations and federal privacy act? I dont know..

Where are all those complementary examples which i memorized so hard?

I need miracles...And only my heavenly Father can do this!

Two more to go!!!

The scariest oral exam is over!!!

I cant say that i did well in the exam as i made a careless mistake in dispensing the morning after pills..sobz..

I prayed that it will not deduct too much of my marks and caused me to fail.. I know i can trust in Him and so i shall not think anymore of the oral exam and move on to my next two papers and then will see how everything goes afterwards le..

Dont think too much YY!! Focus.....

All da best to my Wonder Five!!!

Tomorrow is the day! Our very first paper for 4th year exam!

Even though my adrenaline level is shooting high right now, i will pray, calm myself down and have Faith as You are a Good God! Your plan is to prosper me but not to harm me.

You are the God of miracles. I thank You that You know my needs.

Lord, I desire Your presence, guidance and wisdom..

Lord, make me a woman who is faithfully devoted to You!

Lord, I pray that the Wonder Five will together in unity, graduate proudly in front of all the pharmacy lecturers and move to a better Future which You have planned for us! Amen!

Thank You for the God-sent Bubur Cha Cha!!

Yummmmmmm.... is the only word i can utter out right now..after the super SATISFYING taro and pumpkin bubur cha cha!!

Life feels so great right now!!

I am so recharged for the revision later!! Ommph!!!

Thanks God for being soooo lovely to me!! Before i finished uploading my previous food cravings' post and BLINK~~~~ I got a call from joyce that her mom-in-law made us bubur cha cha!!! I paused abit, thinking that i may be dreaming or what...

God! You r so efficient!!

Thanks joyce and mama for being soooo kind! my sis in law had it and couldn't stop praising it too!

Now i know why ppl always said" If u want ur husband to be loyal and faithful, u must firstly feed him well first!!" muahaha

Call me "Wak Sik Mui"

My family were so "supportive" that whenever they on skype with me, they will show me all the yummy food they had..My lil bro even brought the mini laptop to Old Town Kopitiam!! And forced me to watch them eating...ARGH...How nice right? haha..

But i know deep down, they wanted to distract me from the stresses and want me to miss home more often lah...haha..

Seriously, i never knew i am so wak sik and have so much cravings until i came to aus to study! I seldom touch all these food that i m desperately craving now when i was studying in Msia..ahhaa..YY! Now u know how much u miss msia food right? Now u know how WAK SIK u can be right? Now u know how limited food in Tasmania right?

I cant wait till i finish my exam!! and have a really satisfying meal in a nice restaurant with a bunch of frens..Simple stuff like this seems like a luxurious to me at the moment!!

The few food that are stuck in my mind!!

Candid camera!!

Muahaha..what silly thing u will do after sitting in front of laptop with piles of lecture notes for too long?

They will most likely to kill me esp my lil bro when he sees this!! haha..Dont blame me, blame the exams, the boring notes, the cheekiness in me!!

At least i did show some of my embarrassing pic too..fair enough right?

haha..to all the ppl who is under huge stresses, hope these pic can manage to put a smile on ur face:)

Enjoy:p

with my dad specs~~

oops~~~

This pic is not modified at all and taken by my non-DSLR!!

In sorell fruit farm

Mummy trademark pose:p

Autumn is here!!!

My bro is seriously addicted to his new baby~~DSLR..He created a facebook event, asking four of us to spare the saturday off, just to be his autumn shoot models..haha..Love his passion and determination in this~~

It went abit cacat at the start of photo shoot as we all are poser-failure..haha..I guess he cannot take it anymore of our weird poses and so take out his ipod to show us some nice poses he found online..haha..

In the park near salamanca

The male model~~

Her very own pose~~

Brothers' brilliant idea!!

The gals~~~

oooo!!!

I need hugs, lots of hugs!!

muahaha...failed..

I love this alot~~

And this too!!

Thanks to the professional photographer!

This is seriously hard!!

This is really hard on me!!

The shoulder really felt heavy!!

I have a feeling that i will break down and cry very soon!

Which i really don want! It had been a long time i never had this creepy feeling!

And i seriously dont like this!

It feels so bad and so unwell!

Lord, I need You desperately! To Hug me tightly, to wipe off my tears when it starts rolling down, to tell me i will be fine, to fill my heart with the love u always show me...

It came and disappeared..

It said hi but never said Goodbye..

I needs lots of prayer...Only prayers can calm my heart and mind and prevent it from roaring....

A moment like this!!

What if I told you it
was all meant to be?
Would you believe me,
would you agree?
Its almost that feeling
that we’ve met before so tell me that you dont think Im crazy when I tell your love is here and now.

A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.
Some people search forever
for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.

Everything changes, but
beauty remains.
Something so tender I cant explain.
Well I may be dreaming
but til I awake..Can we make the dream last forever?
And I’ll cherish all
the love we share for a moment like this.

Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.
Some people search forever
for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.

Could this be the greatest
love of all.
I wanna know that you
will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell you this.
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this…

Some people search a
lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever
for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.

Touching the tip of nervousness!!!

Today after coming back from practical session, i suddenly had the sudden intense feeling that exam is very Near!!

Considering my 5 papers for this sem will be finishing off within 6 days in a row and at the first week of uni exam, i actually have one month time to prepare for it only..

With 2 assignments to pass up this fri, and 150 top medications to memorise, 20 OTC cases to remember, this week is going to be real hectic!!!

Oh Lord, i cant express how much burden i m carrying now..But i m sure u knew it all as u have the best knowledge of my heart.. I know it is hard to surrender totally but i will do it step by step!!

I pray for Your assurance, like how You gave to Gideon: The Lord is with you, O valiant warrior."

Father, You are with me and this is more than Enough!

Got this link from friends and immediately fall in love with this video..Love the bridal dress and the creative ideas, esp the part when the dress fly over the bride's head...Oh, such a romantic scene!!

Bravo to the whole team!!

What to get for dad's birthday???

Big daddy's 49th birthday coming soon in May!!

I will say getting a present for him is the hardest among all my family members..haha..He is not fussy at all, dont get me wrong! In fact, he is the one who will ask us dont spend so much and a card means very much to him already.Afterall, all the $$ we spent on him is from his hard earnings also..haha..poor daddy:)

In 2008 we got him a few shirts; in 2009 i ordered a pandan cake online. He was so shocked to see a delivery van parking outside of our hse and the surprise is successful!!

So this yr, i have this idea of buying an online SPA voucher for him and mummy as he had been wanting to try once after seeing all those luxurious spa in Krabi. But time has always stopped him from trying spa and so with this voucher, i guess he has no excuse not to go anymore!!

A fren recommended me Mandaraspa which located in many hotels (Sunway, MidValley etc) and i emailed them this morning. Amazingly, they are very efficient and got back to me with all the pricelist and menu within minutes. They even recommended me a cool website with all the online vouchers to purchase and you can even buy EXPERIENCE voucher (eg. skydiving, dance lessons etc) from the website. Super cool stuffs!!

So if u guys wan to pamper ur parents at home too, log into this website

www.redribbondays.com.my

Log in and treat ur parents something!!

The Mind-Blowing Easter Camp!

OOooo..This yr easter camp is really mind blowing (not saying that previous camp are not:p) and Pastor Lucas's sharing really struck me alot. Until now i am still organising and digesting all the input i had from this camp..

Even though there are times i felt super tired and burnt out, the impacts we saw and the grace God showed us had way overcome all these sleepless nights and stresses. Afterall, i should not see the opportunity of serving Him as a burden but a honor and pleasure which not everyone can have. I am very well blessed by the DINOs especially and also the anonymous angels who keep on encouraging and sharing their experiences with me throughout the camp. Thank You ppl!!!

Most importantly, i learnt to pray consistently regardless of any circumstances and to give with a generous heart!

1st Day

Ice breakers and BBQ in Long beach before camp

Some team building games

The cooking team..ngek..ngek:p

Thanks pearl for helping me in koorong:)

Aren't this adorable? Phyllis will love them to max

Night in the chapel

With awesome Ps Lucas

Our group: Passionfruit showing our true PASSIONS

Talented clarice with her performance

With the friendly Ps Dave

Curry chk lunch with gorgeous Penny

Water Balloon Fight!!

I got hit!!

My mortal loves the cheesecake i gave..hehe

Getting ready to be wet!!

Sista Love:)

Yum~~~ Nasi Lemak by Wong Kee

We were put on spot for this~~~

ahaha..unglam shots of us~~

Easter Camp 2010!!

Thanks angel for feeding me so well!!

Practicing what we learnt from workshop( body language)

Passionfruit again!!

The gal power!!

eekk..the guys power??