Two more papers!!

Two more papers to go!! will be so good if these two papers are the easier one..so much to cover and memorize and my brain got so little space to store.. i wan to reserve my brain space for happy memories and not to be covered by all these studies le..As my fren said, 1/3 of our life is already filled with studies, so dont stress out anymore as our lives got much more interesting things than studies..i do wan to agree with him but whenever exams come, this fact is always ignored.. as i feel very guilty if i dont study..i dont like the feeling which u look at the papers and knew nothing. i dont like the guessing feeling..i wan my things to be in control, to be under my control precisely..hehe..

Am i a very dominat and controlling person? Is this good or bad? Dunno since when i dont like the uncertainty. i dont like the unprepared feeling..i wish i can be a person who just followed..follow the emotion, what the heart wants. but as i get older, i dont like this. i like to decide the stuffs, i like to plan out things beforehands..But dont get me wrong..this doesnt mean that i m an organised person..i can be a very random person and do random stuffs at last minute..

haha..i also dunno wat am i writing..maybe i m too stressed out already..maybe i m too nervous for my these papers..

Emotions for today:

my fren asked me this ques and it strucked me alot. i answered no, how i wish my answer is YES. Dear heavenly father, why why why?? i wan YES YES YES..U know how much i wish to say YES but i cant..although i could have said yes anytime i want, but something in my heart asking me not to, something is holding me back!! why ya father?? do i think too much or worry too much?? i can just say yes but why i hesistate so much lah??? i wish it is not too late...Grant me wisdom my Lord..onli u can help me in this...and

Happy father's day to my heavenly and earthly dad!!! hehe..(i m random again..)

Yes 3 down but 3 more to go!!

The 3 toughest papers are yet to come!! Am I ready? confident? I seriously dont know but i guess i had tried my best and all i can do now is to leave to Him and let He be the pilot of my exam. He will give me a safe landing for sure, the safest landing ever!! Dear Lord, help me not to lean on my own understanding but to truly and sincerely trust on YOU!!

I have a heart and passion for pharmacy and i m sure You know about this more than everyone else does. i will relax and have a good rest for my hope is secure in You!! Amen!!

All we need in exam is good FOOD!!

GREATEST APPRECIATION!!!

Thanks for blessing me with the good food during this stressful exam period! I am seriously very well fed by all these food and i must say that a warm meal sent to ur doorsteps in this chilling winter is the best u can ever get. Morever, the food is so nice n yummy that i couldnt help but to finish the whole lots..haha. I dont care about the weight gaining, all i want in this exam period is FOOD!!

OCF ideas of haivng Meals on wheels are really awesome and i m sure all the ppl blessed by the meals will appreciate it very much like me.. The food doesnt use expensive ingredients or fancy decorations, but the surprise n warmth brought by the food outweigh everything..

The Big feast cook by rebecca which consists of roast duck,mongolian beef, soya sauce chicken, vegie, chicken soup, hainan chicken, and spring rolls!! Rebecca overestimated our appetite and we only managed to finish all the dishes after two lunch and two dinners..hehe. Thanks rebecca for the good meals!!

The yummy roast duck !!

She even made a chocolate ice cream cake..our stomach bloated that night!!

First meal on wheels i got from anonymous: Hor Fun!! i never liked hor fun very much but this seriously changed my perpestive towards hor fun..It is that good!!! indescribable taste!! Cook by Yoong sing!! which consists of many squids, crabstickes, chicken n hor fun of course!!

Nasi Lemak cook by chee ming.., The sambal is yummy and i hope for more sambal!!

My super cravings!! sushi!! and this is really good even though photo doesnt look so..

Thank You!!

I know i can never thank you enough for all the things u have blessed me with.. U r really such a huge blessing to me, even though it does nt guarantee anything. But u keep on giving, giving n giving, until i dunno how to bless you back. As i want to repay u and bless u back, u will bless me more in return.. I am scared that i will make ur expectations growing higher and higher..and how would u feel if one day i am very very far away from u... i dunno.. Dear Lord, help me in this.. i am confused.. even though i shudnt at this critical stage..Lord, u have plans for me and i know all these happen for a reason. i pray that i will understand the reasons behind all these and truly eb obedient to the plans u ahve for me.. Help me to blessed the person abundantly as i cant do it outwardly anymore..

That day was really sweet.. it is e smallest thought someone can ever think of but it just matters so much to a gal esp..we are created in God's beautiful image and gals are carrying the most gentle soul inside yet fragile too.. But u take care of this very well. The small deed is something a gal dreams of and me and other gals might not be even thought of that deed. But u did it!! U r really considerate and thoughtful..

but all these may not giving any returns.. so what should i do??? can u stop being so good..anyway Thanks alot!!

When ur brother is holidaying and too FREE!!

I must admit that my this little bro is really good in all the IT stuffs.. and i appreciate his sweet thoughts behind this which is to enlighten me during my exam period!! Thanks brother!!

Thanks mummy too for she always remembers me when shopping. i dont care what she bought for me, whether it is nice or not, it's the HEART that matters the most. I heart my mummy!!

Also thanks for the Meals on wheels!! i m looking forward to the dinner tomorrow. Thanks for the silent ppl who blessed me abundantly. U guys enlighten my days!!

Most importantly Thank God for placing all the angels around me!! I pray that Father will give me a generous heart to continue to bless others as well. as many ppl as i can!!